* still same,there's no solution *

Hello,assalamualaikum smua..sehat kew??today Mis Lizard nk share something yg Mr D ada ckp..dat day mse hangout together Mis Lizard ada ckp bout commitment with Mr D..some how he just simply asking me like this "..klau kita kawen,fmly blah laki x yh sign apa2 kn??.." hmm, Mis Lizard pn ckp laa Mis Lizard x nk marriage yg x dpt restu 2 2 blah pihak..nnt jd mcm dlm drama plak kn..Mis Lizard takot..x sronok laa hdup tnpa restu, nnt msti x happy ending..ktorg discuss lg, then Mr D ckp "..klau kta lari nk x??D bleh keja kt tmpt laen.." hmm, tue lg laa solution yg plg bodo klau ktorg buat..mna Mis Lizard nk letak muka parents Mis Lizard..x mgkin Mis Lizard akn buat cmtue pnya..x leyh..x leyh..so mcm mna ktorg nk buat, apa yg ktorg bleh buat skrg neyh??

 ~ was @ bukit air, perlis ~

Msa ttap brjln hari silih brgnti, tp relation ney masih samar-samar..mmg ktorg sabar, Mr D pn try discuss dgn mama dy but still cannot..hmm, at last Mis Lizard rsa ktorg mmg x di lahir kn utk brsatu kot..myb Mr D bkn jodoh Mis Lizard kot..tp klau btul dy jodoh Mis Lizard, msti ada jalan yg ALLAH x tnjuk lg kn??insyaallah ada rezeki kmi kn..ada kot..ada kn..sabar-sabar..ada jalan dan hikmah utk insan-insan yg bersabar kn..hmm, kita x tau apa yg ALLAH dh tntu kn utk kita..klau mmg dh jodoh kami x kn lari gunung di kejar..sabar tue separuh drpd iman..tetap kn hati, mgkin ada rezeki..

( salah kah aku?? )

Hello..aslkm..kli ney kta x ckp bout Mr D ok?? (^_^)

< salah kah saya kerana menjadi diri saya?? >

Kali ney kita nk ckp tntg 1 person yg ttba jea mnjadi emo lpas dy ckp dgn Mis Lizard..yg plek tue Mis Lizard x fhm kt mna yg salah nya?? awal nya comment2 bout kuar date n holiday x inform..then Mis Lizard ada mention yg Mis Lizard epy laa bleh kuar apa smua..then smbung lg dgn crita org kaya laa x kaya laa..x pela,ok lg..then at last ttba jaa masuk ayat mcm neyh " kaya mmg kaya kaya dgn sekaya. Takpa biaq xkaya wang ringgit tp kaya dgn hati budi yg ikhlas & jujur bru bf syg. mcm lgu ana tu. biar malu2. biar segan2. hahahahahaha.." x dak kna mngena pn..ttba start emo masuk bab bf plak..apa hoii???gila ka apa!!dh dy ckp cm2 Mis Lizard ckp laa yg Mis Lizard nk kasih sayang seorg suami..Mis Lizard dh ready nk ada commitment..then x smena-mena dy ckp cmneyh plak, "..xpalah org segak cantik. sapa pon bleh sayang sapa2 pon suka just klik pd orgnya ja. bulu atas bwah dh pjg. pkiaq ja mna baik mna bruk. bf aku xmmpu lg mcm bf2 hmpa. xpalah. ada jdoh kwen lah. tgu apa lg kn.." Mis Lizard jd smakin x fhm..apa sbenaq nya yg salah neyh??ttba ja sangkut mai kot ney plak dh..lastly Mis Lizard just kta cmney kt dy, "..segak cantik??ada kna mngena ka dlm topik neyh??if ada jodoh t kawen laa..tue pn lum tntu lg yg ada dpn mata ney nk jd jodoh..mna tau kot2 ada yg laen..kita just planning,but ALLAH knows everything..HE'S the GREATEST.."

x fhm toi apa yg x kna sbenaq nya neyh??Mis Lizard salah ckp ka apa??tp awat salah ka klau org rmai suka & sayang & senang nk brkawan dgn Mis Lizard??tp Mis Lizard x pnah minx pn smua tue,Mis Lizard brsyukur sgt,sbb bguih pa ada org suka & sayang dr org dok benci caci..hmm,adakah salah Mis Lizard dilahirkn sbgai Mis Lizard??x kn salah kot..ALLAH yg cipta kn..hmm!!

adakah salah klau Mis Lizard ckp Mis Lizard dh ready utk ada commitment??apa yg salah sbnaq nya ney??cuba bgtau tgk!!adooiiiii..susah laa mcm neyh!!!Mis Lizard btoi2 x phm..dy pn offline truih cmtue jaa..confused rr cmneyh!!!dok pkiq pnya pkiq,smpai x leyh tdoq!!~

(T_^) 50 - 50

Hye..Mis Lizard rsa best sgt hri neyh..sbb apa??sbb td Mr D dinner dgn mama Mis Lizard..td lunch now dinner plak..rsa mcm x caya bla mama bleh trima bla Mr D nk blnja mama dinner plak..sedap ooo mkn ikan siakap stim lemon ok..sgt2 menarik rsa dy..tip top!bla tgk cara mama smbang dgn Mr D, Mis Lizard rsa senang hati sgt..rsa 50% yakin utk hidup dgn Mr D, utk jd queen Mr D..    

tp dlm2 happy tue tmbul plak rsa sedeyh bla trigt tntg fmly Mr D..50% yg Mis Lizard x kn dpt..x kn di beri restu..mcm mna skrg??smpai bla Mis Lizard kna tgu??mgkin ada hikmah kn..spa tau..smua tue kuasa ALLAH..hari tue Mr D ada tnya klau nk kawin fmly laki x yh sign apa2 ka??hmm, Mis Lizard x mau kawin mcm tue..x kn Mr D nk dtg meminang x dak rombongan kot??mna nk letak muka parents Mis Lizard??x mau laa hdup tnpa restu takot laa x kekal..takot mcm2 jd..baek putus skrg dr Mis Lizard nk jd Mis J plak nnt..

klau dh takdir mcm tue nk buat mcm mna..tp Mis Lizard hrp sgt yg Mr D akn dpt restu dr fmly Mr D.. klau x,Mis Lizard rsa kita kna brkorban rsa kasih sayang & cinta kta neyh..sbb nnt msty hdup kta x bahagia..susah hdup klau x dak restu neyh..adoiii,sedeyh nya bla pkiq smua neyh!!smpai x leyh nk tdoq dh..hmmmmm! ~

< its good to have u by my side >

HELLO smua..assalamualaikum..sorry coz dh lma Mis Lizard x update..huhuhu..besa laa x byar bil brdband..gpn busy skit lately..today 28/02/2011 there has been a miracle happened!!x sgka plak bleh g lunch dgn fmly skli dgn Mr D tue..dh lma x bw Mr D jmpa mama after smua yg jd..but hari neyh smua kerisauan yg ada dlm kepala Mis lizard dh hilang!!dat day Mis Lizard ada mention kn yg fmly Mr D x agree dgn relationship ktorg neyh,then mama Mis Lizard pn bising laa x bg Mis Lizard go on dgn Mr D..tp hari neyh ktorg bleh lunch rmai2 @ pizza hut smperna birthday mama yg ke-52..x sangka gila mama soh bring on Mr D sma..best sgt!!mama bleh tgk laa mcm mna Mr D layan Mis Lizard,mama bleh nilai sndiri knapa Mis Lizard x bleh lupakn Mr D..may ALLAH bless u mama..i love u..i LOVE u coz u can slowly accept our relation..Mis Lizard dh try nk jauh dr Mr D tp x bleh..makin Mis Lizard jauh,makin dlm rsa kasih & sayang Mis Lizard pd Mr D..x tau laa mcm mna Mis Lizard nk buat klau kmi btul2 x dpt nk bersatu!!Ya ALLAH,tlg kuat kn iman & ketabahan hamba mu ini..aku mohon pd mu Ya ALLAH..amin..~

 ~ Mis Lizard love u so damn much..thanx coz alwys here by my side ~

utk Mr D yg bushuk masham!!huhuhuhu..

~sesi permulaan,takot gak..takot x sedap!mklum laa,1st time buat cake~

Perrrgghhh,akhir nye..siap gak choco moise cake utk Mr D..hehehehe!!Mis Lizard buat dgn Cik Z kt umah dy dr pg td kul2 smpai laa ke subuh bru kami tdoq..huahuahuahua..semangat kn!!msty laa utk org yg kta syg..nnt nk bgi mama makan utk testing & cmment2 coz end of dis month besday mama plak..bleh buat kn utk mama if sedap!!tp mmg sedap ok!!beli kt kedai pn x rsa cmneyh tau..hope Mr D suka dgn apa yg Mis Lizard buat neyh,bkn utk apa2 pn..Mr D kn slalu soh Mis Lizard masak utk Mr D,tp yg plg sedap Mis Lizard masak pn speggeti..tp Mr D plak x mkn kn??so,today i've make dis choco moise cake just for u my DEAREST!!hope u like it!!!love u..~ 

 ~hahahahahaha..at last siap gak,sedap nye!!nyum..nyum..best!!~

kan dh di halang!haihhh..

Tue laa spa soh cri psai..dlm byk2 org awat laa Mis Lizard nk kna syg & cinta kn Mr D??skrg neyh fmly Mr D dh tau yg Mr D dgn Mis Lizard tp dpa x leyh nk TERIMA!then mcm mna??Mr D dh try discuss dgn mummy dy,but tetap kna reject!so,apa yg Mis Lizard bleh buat lg??Mis Lizard ada gak terpkiq nk call ckp & bincang (konon2 nk slow talk r) dgn mummy dy,tp Mis Lizard kna tgu masa yg sesuai sbb takot nnt lg mengerohkan a.k.a mmburukkan keadaan..Mr D plak ajak Mis Lizard face to face dgn mummy dy tp Mis Lizard blum ada ckup kekuatan utk buat smua tue..Mis Lizard takot laa..takot klau2 mmg Mis Lizard akn kehilangan Mr D..Mis Lizard x ready lg!Mis Lizard sgt2 perlukn Mr D..hmm,nnt Mis Lizard story lg byk laa yg terbuku dlm hati neyh..ckup kot stakat neyh..bye,i'm out!

perlu ka Mis Lizard lpas kn Mr D??plz,tell me!!

its good to be honest ryte?

Sorry coz u all kna read long story neyh..Mis Lizard just nk share crita neyh n hope u all bleh tlg advse kn..smua nya start on last year..Mis Lizard mula knal dgn Mr D kt workshop ok!qeta bru bli tp 2nd laa,so kna p servis..egt yg dtg tue pomen yg dh old skool,skli dtg nahhhhh amik kau,bapak pnya muda,dgn good looking + bersih tue..Mis Lizard pn dgn muka plek dok kta dlm hti (biaq betik ney pomen,awat x belengaih a.k.a kotor pn) hahaha..Mis Lizard bleh ckp laa yg Mis Lizard sng brkawan dgn dy sbb muka dy nmpk ikhlas + innocent ok!huhuhu..but to inform here he's non muslim..so,Mis Lizard pn egt nk jd kwn ja..kwn baek pn ok..dy pnya bhasa mlayu cair kot..cuma ada slank2 cina tue msty laa x elang kn..dh laa baek,hormat org tua2,budi bhasa elok,care n concern tue x yh mention laa kn..mmg dh cnfirm2 laa..hri mkin brganti,msa mkin jauh brlalu tgl kn smua nya..at last we fall in love to each other..msa dgr 1st confession dy,Mis Lizard cm x caya but dlm hati ney rsa nk meletup dh,x sgka plak dy pn ada feel yg sma mcm Mis lizard (egt dok tepuk sorg2 ja)..hahaha..Mr D nnt klau bca jgn gelak tau...

 

~patung ney kami ada sma2..Mr D bli kn msa 1st date @ pearl island~

Hari2 Mis lizard rsa best sgt coz dy sorg yg sgt phm keadaan n khendak org laen..smua bnda x yh nk kna suruh (mcm lembu,skali tibai skali jalan)..smua dy yg akn minx nk buat..kbetulan plak Mis Lizard neyh mmg suka org layan coz anak bongsu laa kta kn..konon2 nya manja laa tue..tp Mis Lizard x cengeng a.k.a over react k!x suka cm2..x suka!x suka!x suka!buat msa skrg smua bnda yg jd antara kami lbeyh kurang mcm give & take laa..ada bnda yg dy buat,ada bnda yg Mis Lizard buat..relationship kami mkin close,and its getting more & more..my feeling toward him is TRUE and its come from my deep heart..Mis Lizard x leyh nk cover n x malu nk bgtau smua org yg Mis Lizard suka n syg kt dy..msa raya aidilfitri last year,dy ada dtg umah Mis Lizard..best tgk muka dy,cra dy smbg dgn fmly Mis Lizard ++ dgn abah & mama..alg pn steady jea dgn dy,kakak angah smua x dak hal,abg lg laa..msa tue plak adik bradik rmai kt umah smua dy bleh smbang baek pnya dgn budi bhasa dy apa smua..hati Mis Lizard lg laa rsa ++ syg kt dy..adoiii,Mr D knpa laa Mr D curi hati Mis Lizard??bg laa blik..haihhhhhh..susah2..apa yg Mis Lizard bleh buat???~~

 ~Mr D have given it to me for my 21st birthday~